I love to hear other people pray. From listening to others, I’ve learned about “how to pray,” and I think you can learn a lot about the individual when you hear them pray. I have to say I was too intimidated to pray out loud in a group for a long time. Eventually, I came to understand that I needed to relax and just talk to Him. It’s not about impressing Him or others. It’s simply sharing from my heart to His.
Growing up in a very secular home environment, my conscious regard for prayer was virtually non-existent. I had little expectation that there was anyone or anything “up there” listening to me, or paying any attention to me for that matter. I felt I was pretty much on my own, and that aside from my family members and a couple of friends, the world around me would be mostly unaware of my existence. After all, who would care about an insignificant creature like me? There was nothing special about me. I didn’t possess any special abilities or talents. I hadn’t accomplished anything that tens, maybe hundreds of thousands of others couldn’t do. What right did I have to expect anyone, outside of my family, to even notice me? None.
“And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world.” Ephesians 2:1
I do have a faint recollection of being shuttled off to the local United Church in the village near our home on Sunday mornings. I went with my younger brother and my buddy next door. I’m not certain when it started, or how long this practice lasted, but deep inside me there is some faint memory of a musty church basement classroom, other children and sanitized Bible lessons created especially for us. I believe it was likely from this experience that in high school as I began to consider concepts such as infinity, time and eternity, I rationalized that there must be something more to this journey than the expected physical existence of 80 odd years of life on this planet. Provided I managed to avoid accidental death or a medical misfortune of some kind, of course. There had to be more. Didn’t there?
“For His invisible attributes, namely, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world.“ Romans 1:20
After marriage and 4 years of occasional church attendance, the faithful witness of a number of Christians in the family, and the birth of our first son, I was believing that God was real, Jesus was His Son and that the Bible was true. I thought I should straighten out my life before making the life-changing decision to submit to Jesus’ Lordship of my life.
“For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of His Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by His life.” Romans 5:10
Try as I might, I failed. I couldn’t change my life in my own strength. Finally I gave up, and surrendered to Jesus. I didn’t instantly feel any different, so I asked, “How do I know this is real? How do I know Jesus lives in me?” My friend suggested that as I pray, I could ask Him to do something for me that would show me that He’s “there.” So, I prayed for the first time, “Jesus change me. I’ve tried, I can’t. Show me you’re real and you’re with me, please.”
God was extremely gracious to me that day! He changed me in a way that I knew could only be His doing! He proved to me He was real, He was with me, and he heard my prayer! What a realization! I knew I could NEVER deny the reality of His existence and His love for me!
“The Lord has heard my plea; the Lord accepts my prayer.” Psalm 6:9
That answered prayer has stuck with me for a lifetime and has been what I cling to when struggles come and when doubts have crept in. Prayer has been so meaningful and foundational as I’ve grown in my faith and understanding. Has God answered “yes” to every prayer request since? No way. He’s far too merciful, kind and generous to allow me to wreck what He wants to do through me. I know He hears me though, and that makes all the difference. He is free to do with me what He decides is best, and that’s more than okay with me.
“The eyes of the Lord are toward the righteous and His ears toward their cry.” Psalm 34:15
More than 40 years later, and I’m still amazed that God not only knows me but He cares enough to hear from me. In fact, He WANTS to hear from me! The Creator and Sustainer of ALL things! Whoa… it blows my mind to know this! How could you not want to “snuggle up” to a Friend like that?
“For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 6:23
I really enjoy being part of the Prayer Gathering every Wednesday evening. We spend an hour together sharing requests, reading and praying through some Scriptures, worshiping through song, and then we break into small groups to pray together. It really is one of the hi-lights of my week.
Sound interesting? Shoot me an email or call me at the office. I can hook you up.
Pastor Drew